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[Mar. 14th, 2005|01:56 pm] |
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so hi everyone i decided since im so fuckin bored im goin to just write a really long update! so since the last time i updated i have officially payed off my debt! horray for me... i payed off all three credit cards, its soo great! im like the happiest person alive, and im not letting anyone and their petty ass shit drive me crazy, speaking of petty bullshit, this random ass gurl from trade secret exton said i was annoying... fuck her i dont even know her... i never even met her so i told ibi and he was like im gonna fuck up her day! i dont know why people think they can walk all over me like i dont know whats going on... yeah i know everythng that happens.... i have ways of finding out u seriously think i dont know what goes on behind my back? yeah i do and i dont like things that go on but im a forgivinng person and i guess thats my problem and thats what makes me a doormat but i dont really care because some day all the bad people in my life will get whats coming to them. but anyways... i am goin back to skool in the fall.. but i dont know what i wanna do... i really think i want to do something in tune with the fashion industry im so obsessed.. and i would really like to design clothes for plus size women... i think that would be great... cuz being one myself i know how hard it is to find hot clothes that dont look like granny outfits plus size women are beautiful too we have great personalitys why not match them with our clothes... and if we do find somethin we like its always uber expensive and thats not right so i want to design clothes for plus size women with style and flair at a fraction of the price of regular clothes. i think i wanna design some suits because my mom n i bought this pattern for suits n i think im gonna modify it and then make myself some. it would be really great to sell em too... but oh well... i definately will stik to my decision in skool this time i really wanna prove ibi wrong... cuz of what he said "yeah ok amanda u'll do it for a week and change ur mind" and my dad because he doesnt believe in anything i say so yeah i dont have much back besides my mom because she said she'll back me no matter what... i think just the fact that im goin back says alot considering i dropped out twice and just had a baby so wat i never knew what i wanted but having a baby really put life in perspective. i really want to make a life for my son and i.. i cant be depending on everyone else to cart me around and pay for shit. thats not what i want my son to see me do and think that its the way to live because its not... i hate asking people for things. i shouldnt have to depend on ibi to take me to the docs and all... i want to be independant.. and right now im not.. it sucks. i want to be able to go and visit people when i want.! so yeah im gonna go because i typed more but it got deleted.. damnit! bye |
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| LONG TIME YA'LL |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|01:22 pm] |
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hey ya'll its been a long ass time... i guess things are good... ibi is working alot... and the baby is doing good... my baby weighs 15lbs and 9ozs and hes sooo big but the doc says hes short only 24 and a quarter inches... but anyways hes growing up so fast on march 3rd he held his sippy cup.. and today he ate his first solid food... carrots... the faces were hilariousn and he rollef from tummy to back too. but yeah anyways... today my mom and i were talking and since im in like 5 grand of debt... my mom said i can cash in my savings bonds from my great grandmom and try to make a dent in it or pay it off... i dont know if i should tho because i was gonna save that for my wedding but who knows when that will be... i handed in my app for this air freight company so i can make 35g a year..... word. im gonna learn how to drive soon.. hopefully... so i can do for me and all...so yeah life is pretty good... take care |
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|01:00 pm] |
You Are the Enthusiast |
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You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.
You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.
Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.
You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.
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| hey hey hey (x-posted in xxmommiemandaxx) |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|12:43 pm] |
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Why hello everyone i misses you all... so much has happened since last update i had a baby... little ibi jr. born Nov 10th 2004 weighing 9lbs 3oz and measuring 21 inches. hes got brown hair and brown eyes... and hes gorgeous hes got ibrahims eyes and my nose and lips. hes such a good baby and ibrahim is a wonderful father... hes been so supportive and all... especially since im not working and ive been really emotional... well not nemore but i was really sad at first... baby blues and all.. and now i cant get enough... this isnt as hard as i thought and my parents are cool with it and all so me and jr live at home and ibrahim comes every day s its been good and i still get to see all my friends...not as much but its okay... i still see the ones that seem to care... like lance, larry, tyrone, and matt. and sometimes i see amanda... thats if aj isnt being gay... him and ibi dont get along but he cant seem to get away from the past... but oh well... i haevent seen alot of my old hs friends jus cuz we stopped talkin... i left meg a comment but she has yet to get back to me... and i dont really remember last year at all when i last saw them... but maybe she hasnt responded cuz of somethin that happened i dunno... i still see jenny at pathmark and talk to jacob but thats it no one else...im a mom now and i dont have time for the kiddie shit nemore... people fighting and talkin shit.. i really cant deal with that too much on my mind already... so oh well... if they dont wanna talk its okay ill just stay with my boyz at least i dont gotta deal with girlie gay shit... and all the guyz, they genuinely care... and dont talk shit about me or my fiance or my choices. im so happy right now i could cry lol things have just been great and yeah HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone hope its a good one |
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| Whoooo HOooo |
[Apr. 6th, 2004|11:27 am] |
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Geeks
Circle I Limbo General asshats
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind The Pope
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow Qusay Hussein
Circle IV Rolling Weights Militant Vegans
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx Uday Hussein, Saddam Hussein
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas George Bush
Circle VII Burning Sands Bill Gates
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies, Osama bin Laden
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell |
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| o the anger |
[Mar. 18th, 2004|01:25 pm] |
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people make me angry... everyone needs to get a fuckin life... and if they want they can have mine... dont mind me im angry i hate cars like for real... i hate dealerships they are all scams... fuckin ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate this shit man ibis mad im mad cars are mad ahhhhh |
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[Mar. 18th, 2004|01:23 pm] |
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[Feb. 25th, 2004|11:12 am] |
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CHRISTINE IS THE ALL FAMOUS ALL POWERFUL EATER OF BUGS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... *chants* christine eats bugs (comeon megan i know u like these chant things) christine eats bugggies! hahaha for her bday im gettin her the pumba that u stuff the bugs in his mouth and then he farts... jus like her when she eats the little cream filled ones!!!! |
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| hello my friends |
[Feb. 25th, 2004|10:32 am] |
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| | christine! | ] |
Im not posting a full fledged update because but i jus wanna say something... its funni how u tell one person something and then the whole fucking world knows.. its soo annoying... its like i said one thing to someone and now like everyone knows but hello if i wanted them all to know i would have said something to them in the first place... so for future reference to everyone... if i tell u something. keep it to urself until i say that its okay to spread my shit all over the fucking town... some people just dont know when and wen not to talk.. oy god damn... its like a good friend of mine said to me you cant tell anyone any secrets without the whole world knowing... fucking big mouth and i guess its okay to tell the person ur in a relationship with BUT yeah and its a big but if u know they tell their best friend everything and their best friend has the BIGGEST FUCKIN MOUTH IN THE WORLD.. haha i wouldnt be surprised if the big mouth's whole family and skool know my life... fuckin cunt... im really fuckin pissed... the worst is when u call the person on their big mouth tendencies and they are like "MAnderz I wouldnt ever do that to u" even tho u know damn fuckin well u've done it to me before... yeah great friends i fucking have... they talk shit, never call, hit on ur boyfriend, spread ur shit and never give a shit about a goddamn thing. another thing that im really pissed about is a friend of mine had a boyfriend and how u gonna tell me that after all this time of sayin i love u and blah blah blah that ur gonna fuckin break that persons heart and say i hate u.. hello u fuckin used ur lover...ur fuckin stupid and u wonder why i dont wanna fuckin talk to u and ur fat ass big mouth best friend nemore... im tired of all this kiddy shit with people... and u know what ur jus fuckin jealous that i have everything i want in life.. u guys were always saying that i shouldnt love ibi nemore... but guess what he is the most wonderful person i have ever met he doesnt do shit to stab me in the back and i love him more than i love u losers out there who swore up and down that u were my friends... but in the end it only came down to wat i can give u... so heres a big FUCK U to all those people who say they are my friends and really are posers! peace out!
Ps. im actually in a really good mood... no squirrels were harmed in the typing of this and it is in no way directed to the 3 gurls i hang out with at skool everyday, megan ( I LOVE U ALWAYS), ibi or any of my other dtown friends... to every one else... as kim would say.. ill pull down my pants and let u lick my assshole... GO TO HELL! IBI i love u hunny mwah! |
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| Fucking quiz that took an hour and a year |
[Feb. 15th, 2004|03:52 pm] |
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What is your name?: Amanda Lynn Hanson
Are you named after anyone?: nope
What's your screename?: thainfamous2001
Would you name a child of yours after you?: hell no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Robert
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: ummm I dunno
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: nopers
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: yea
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: no
If not, do you want to be?: HELL NO!
Birthdate:: .02.13.85.
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: on average like 4
Age you wish you were:: I like my age
Your height:: 5'5"
Eye color:: brown
Happy with it?: yep
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: absolutely
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: w/ my parents(aka the buttheads)
Your family:: Mom, Dad, Tina(17), and Chris(15)
Have any pets?: killed my fishies and my parents wont let me have a dog
Whats your job?: unemployment
Piercings?: 2 in each ear
Tattoos?: not yet
Obsessions?: Ibrahim and weiner dogs
Addictions?: sex lmao
Do you speak another language?: kinda speak spanish
Have a favorite quote?: "judging by a general concensus we decided that now would be a prime time for us to pull down our pants and let u lick our assholes" _KIM FAIL
Do you have a webpage?: no , like i have time for that
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I try to
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: highly tolerant because otherwise i would kill em all
Do you have any secrets?: i try not to keep secrets it gets me in trouble
Do you hate yourself?: alot of the time yea
Do you like your handwriting?: most of the time
Do you have any bad habits?: i bite my nails and burp out loud
What is the compliment you get from most people?: my personality and my ass ( usually only by my ibi)
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Who stole the cookie from the cookie jar
What's your biggest fear?: being alone, dying
Can you sing?: depends
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: nope i love to surround myself with people ..
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Ibrahim, money and having fun
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: my looks and my temper
Are you passive or agressive?: both at times
Do you have a journal?: yes...http://www.livejournal.com/users/adawg33
don't give up easily
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: um i have no clue.. ask ibi
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i wouldnt be so stubborn
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeah most of the time... but when it comes to ibi... its hard
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: regrets... yes losing ibi but i have him back *yay* :-D
Do you think life has been good so far?: yea, a few setbacks
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont judge a book by its cover
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes and hair
And least?: my body
Do you think you are good looking?: when i try.... ibi would beg to differ
Are you confident?: yea when i wanna be
What is the fictional character you are most like?: cartman from south park (plump but hilarious and adorable)
Are you perceived wrongly?: actually yea lol
Do You...
Smoke?: yep
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?:only when im desperate
Go to church?: on occasion
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no it starts trouble.. enough said
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yea, PANDY
Take walks in the rain?: I HATE THE RAIN
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yea ... especially if i want something
Drive?: can drive.. but not legally
Like to drive fast?: yea
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: yea
Hurt yourself?: yeah
Been out of the country?: nope :'(
Eaten something that made other people sick?: prolly
Been in love?: i am right this moment
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: no
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: i tried to a couple times as a kid
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: yes
Been picked on?: all my life
Been on stage?: yeah 2nd grade talent show
Slept outdoors?: no
Thought about suicide?: once
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: I was awake for 36 consecutive hours
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: um... napping yeah
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: not yet
Made out with a stranger?: nope
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: yes
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yeah and her name is chelle... shes a slut
Had a dream that came true?: yes <3
Broken the law?: yes .... as a matter of fact.. last nite.. underage drinking
Met a famous person?: my uncle joey, and transmatic (but they broke up)
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: my fishies got a disease
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yea
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: yea on the skool channel
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Had a nervous breakdown?: felt like it
Bungee jumped?: nope
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: hell yes
Miracles?: sometimes
Astrology?: sometimes
Magic?: a little
God?: yea
Satan?: yes I believe in my cat!
Santa?: YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: oh yea
Love at first sight?: yeah ibi
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: kinda
Easter bunny?: Yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: YEA!!!
Do you wish on stars?: Yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes
Do you think God has a gender?: yeah hes a man cuz look at all the pain that woman go thru and men... nada
Do you believe in organized religion?: hmm i guess
Where do you think we go when we die?: um i have no clue and i plan on waitin til i die to figure it out
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: i dont know
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: ibi
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: " DOnt chase bunnies into on coming traffic"
Your favourite inside joke?: ha i dont have that kinda time
Thing you're picked on most about?: how dumb i can be
Who's your longest known friend?: Nellz ive known her since 8th grade
Newest?: Kelly
Shyest?: haha my friends arent shy at all
Funniest?: they are all nuts! but def bryan
Sweetest?: actually they are all sweet
Closest?: thats a hard one... annie was always the closest but lately its been amanda
Weirdest?: we are all weird!!!!
Smartest?: dunno we are pretty dumb
Ditziest?: oh god I dont even know
Friends you miss being close to the most?: annie, meg, and joey... we arent as close as back in HS
Last person you talked to online?: jacob
Who do you talk to most online?: no one
Who are you on the phone with most?: wen im not with him already : ibi
Who do you trust most?: ibi
Who listens to your problems?: everyone i decide to tell
Who do you fight most with?: amanda
Who's the nicest?: everyone is nice
Who's the most outgoing?: Ryan
Who's the best singer?: i wud guess megs and jules
Who's on your shit-list?: amanda for not calling me on my bday
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no
Who's your second family?: IBRAHIM, Meg, Juli, Christine, Joanna, Kim, Dee, Ryan, Amanda, Bryan, Kelly and Amr
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: Ryan by far
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: Dee's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Ibrahim's <3
Do your friends know you?:yea
Friend that lives farthest away: umm most of my friends live in fucking exton and downingtown... so yea 40 mins away counts
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: hell no
What do you find romantic?: candles, flowers, everythin ibi does for me
Turn-on?: IBIS NECK and lots of other things
Turn-off?: every guy that isnt ibi
First kiss?: it was a long long time ago
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: irritated
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out with them: well i kinda knew ibi
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: i could care less
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: nope
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: we arent gonna go there
What is best about the opposite sex?: eyes smile and personality
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: nothing
What's the last present someone gave you?: i jus got my christmas present from nellz like 20 mins ago
Are you in love?: very much so
Do you consider your significant other hot?: yes
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: i have no clue
You wanted to kill?: chelle
That you laughed at?: Ryan
That laughed at you?: Ibi, Ryan and dee
That turned you on?: Ibi but ryan wishes he did with his lap dance last nite lmao
You went shopping with?: ibi, ryan, kelly n amr
That broke your heart?: i dunno
To disappoint you?: dunno
To ask you out?: Ibrahim(5-03-02)
To make you cry?: I cried 2day cuz i misss ibi
To brighten up your day?: Ibi
That you thought about?: Ibi
You saw a movie with?: Ibi
You talked to on the phone?: Ibi
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Jacob
You saw?: Nelllz
You lost?: no one?
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: i want to
Will it be with your significant other?: unfortunately NO
Or some random person?: prolly kim
What are you wearing right now?: white sweatpants, and a palace shirt
Body part you're touching right now:: arm
What are you worried about right now?: killing my fuckin parents
What book are you reading?: no time
What's on your mousepad?: the franklin mint
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: cold, tired, achey, sad, pissed off
Are you bored?: yea
Are you tired?: fuckin hell yea
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone: when i started yes... now no
Are you lonely or content?: LONELY I MISS MY IBRAHIM
Are you listening to music?: yes |
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